neverneverland
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As I sat at the computer this evening, I decided to do something I havnt done in quite some time.... I clicked in my favorites and ended up here. I havnt been around for good reason.......Its hard
I really could go on and on but those who understand have been here and those who dont, well, you will someday.
Right now, I am living. I am trying to not be scared and for some reason, this site makes me realize the things that denial lets me block out. So, I choose to live as long as I can with the love of my life as normally as possible. I choose to not be scared and live in fear because then we really are not living.
I choose it somedays and other days there is no choice in the matter. The fear and reality creeps up on me and .....well, you know.
So, I am sorry. I will be back from never never land but for right now, let me enjoy my trip. Its been raining alot lately but the weatherman keeps saying the sun is just around the bend.
I think of so many of you so often and am so thankfull.
Much love
Karen
I really could go on and on but those who understand have been here and those who dont, well, you will someday.
Right now, I am living. I am trying to not be scared and for some reason, this site makes me realize the things that denial lets me block out. So, I choose to live as long as I can with the love of my life as normally as possible. I choose to not be scared and live in fear because then we really are not living.
I choose it somedays and other days there is no choice in the matter. The fear and reality creeps up on me and .....well, you know.
So, I am sorry. I will be back from never never land but for right now, let me enjoy my trip. Its been raining alot lately but the weatherman keeps saying the sun is just around the bend.
I think of so many of you so often and am so thankfull.
Much love
Karen