I must say that my story is similar to Tim's... in that is was simply for the high. Granted I had the environmental factors cookin'.... older brother's who also used quite a variety of drugs.. but I was also a musician- which ultimately makes you make choices far sooner than I think anyone is really prepared for. I don't regret the things I've done, just thankful that I came through with some brain cells intact. Everyone's experience will be different, but I think that ultimately you wind up where you're supposed to be (if that makes sense). Anyway, that's just my two bits....-sleepwalk