They won't let you go back to work?

[NoExcuses]

Jennifer -

I'm trying to read your blog titled "They wont' let me go back to work."

I must be having some technical difficulties.

Fill us in! I'm curious what's going on.

 

[JennifersHope]

Sorry

Actually I tried to delete the blog thing... Work called me tonight and told me that I am not to come in tomorrow or for the next week... because... they want me off to be able to enjoy my pinning and graduation.

They said I wasnt better yet and that I need to rest more. My doctor won't give me a note to come back to work.. and they don't want me till after I graduate.

When they saw I was on the schedule for tomorrow. THe nurses and my boss decided to unschedule me.... They said they don't want to take any chances in me not being well for my big day.

At first I got all paranoid and thought they just had it with me.. Gosh me and my insecurities....Really I am very blessed to work in a place where they care and love me so much..The nurses would rather work short than chance me going in. I do hate being so different and wish so much I could just be normal

Thanks for asking....

 

[NoExcuses]

Sure thing, girl. Just making sure everything is ok.

 

[julie]

I was wondering too but fell asleep before I had a chance to look at it <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0">. Glad that they decided to do this. You are normal, people just care greatly about you. And they should, you are a very nice person. I'm glad they did this for you, maybe it's their gift to you.

Glad all is well.

 

[Brad]

Hey Jen


Congrats !!!!!!!!


Your feelings of being paranoid is kinda normal for someone
with Cf, I have been working since I was 16 and am now 49.
I know those feelings well, I have found that 99% of the time
those feelings are unfounded...

You rest and Enjoy You Big Day !!!!!!!!! <img src="i/expressions/rose.gif" border="0">

 

[JennifersHope]

Thanks guys.. I woke up so excited today that I can't control my laughter.. Tomorrow is my pinning....and I am sooooooooooooooo excitedddddddddddddddd.


Brad thanks, I really had made a lot of progress in being paronoid/insecure but being that I am sick so often.. it drives me even further to try to prove to everyone I can do anything they can do (non CF) if not more. I think that is why I am so hard on myself. Never let myself have a break or do anything that would cause me to look "weaker" then the rest. A lot of ppl call me stubborn because of it, but the more I am learning about myself the more I see my stubborness as an attempt to not be treated different.

Julie post some more pictures, I want to see the belly.


Love,

Jennifer