I am the one with cf and usually always hold my head high thru everything but every now and then, I have days where i just have to let it loose myself. I can imagine if i were a parent of a child with cf i would feel the same as you. Its best to have a pity party every once in a while, we all deserve it. Its actually very helpful to get it all out and let it go. So please feel free to lean on us as much as needed <img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0">