Hi, I'm the one who put up the original post. I should have said more about myself because now I have more questions! I'm a 24 year old female and currently working full time. I'm in ok health (PFT's around 56% maybe but I feel as though my health has been declining since I started working full time. I graduated from university over a year ago, so this is really my first "real" job. I've been here about 14 months. It's not that I can't work, it's just that I know that if I didn't work I would be in better health. Right now I'm at the dilemma of is it really worth it? Is it worth it to work my butt off all day (I work 7 - 4), get home, eat, do physio, and go to bed early so I can get up just to do it all over again tomorrow? My life is work and physio. I have no free time. And I know if I could do my treatments more often I would be healthier. So is it worth it to die sooner just so I can have a job like regular people. I know I don't really need the disability, but I would prefer it. Can people get disability just because it would be more convenient to their long term health? Can you apply for disability if you still have a job? I would obviously quit once the disability came in, but can you be working when you're actually applying for disability? I just don't have time to do everything!! I know I could think about a part time job, but I would rather just not have to worry about a career/job at all. Is that lazy? Are we all just dying to work? Let me know if anyone feels this way. And thanks for listening.
Melanie - 24/CF
Melanie - 24/CF