Well I just spent 22 days in a hospital bed. 6 of which were in the ICU. I am home now on oxygen and just trying to get better. I am SO weak that I am getting so discouraged. The docs tell me I will bounce back its just going to take some time. They also gave me the speech about how much time I have left if I don't get a transplant. I am working on packing on the pounds so I can get evaluated. Also, I am so so scared to go to sleep, I have convienced myself something bad in going to happen to me when Im asleep. They took me off my prozac because it interacts with one of my antibitoics, does anyone have any suggestions to calm me down so I can actually sleep? I figured you guys out of anyone would know what Im going through.