Christian, Sorry you have to go in.. I always look at it like: I want to be as healthy as possible, not only for my children, my husband, but also for me.. I didn't know i had c/f when i had my to younger children, (i have 4 sons) i was dxd when the younger 2 were 6 & 3, so breast feeding was over by then.. I would try to use the breast milk sparingly ..pump and thrown out if need be, that way you can keep up your milk supply,(if it's really important to you, if not formula is good too... I also found for me it was better for me to go in for the tune-up.. I did way to much if i stayed home.. I know it's hard (heart breaking for a mom) i had to have surgery when my oldest was 6mos old.. The one good thing was i got better so much faster (i had 3 surgeries before that last one) I hope this will go quickly for you... Take care and God Bless...<img src="i/expressions/heart.gif" border="0"> joni