How is Everyone FeelingToday?

ERINSBIZ · May 22, 2008

I don't always like having to explain to family and friends that I'm not feeling well today. I function like any ordinary woman, wife, mother but I feel like crap because I am having shortness of breath and I have junk in my lungs that I can't bring up so well. Plus, I am feeling discouraged that I haven't kicked this cf in the but yet. It's been four weeks of iv and I feel like I'm getting junk again. Family is very, very supportive but I mostly don't want to come across as sickly or as a moaner all the time. So if you want to share how your feeling today good or bad, I would love to listen.

ERINSBIZ · May 22, 2008

I don't always like having to explain to family and friends that I'm not feeling well today. I function like any ordinary woman, wife, mother but I feel like crap because I am having shortness of breath and I have junk in my lungs that I can't bring up so well. Plus, I am feeling discouraged that I haven't kicked this cf in the but yet. It's been four weeks of iv and I feel like I'm getting junk again. Family is very, very supportive but I mostly don't want to come across as sickly or as a moaner all the time. So if you want to share how your feeling today good or bad, I would love to listen.

ERINSBIZ · May 22, 2008

I don't always like having to explain to family and friends that I'm not feeling well today. I function like any ordinary woman, wife, mother but I feel like crap because I am having shortness of breath and I have junk in my lungs that I can't bring up so well. Plus, I am feeling discouraged that I haven't kicked this cf in the but yet. It's been four weeks of iv and I feel like I'm getting junk again. Family is very, very supportive but I mostly don't want to come across as sickly or as a moaner all the time. So if you want to share how your feeling today good or bad, I would love to listen.

ERINSBIZ · May 22, 2008

I don't always like having to explain to family and friends that I'm not feeling well today. I function like any ordinary woman, wife, mother but I feel like crap because I am having shortness of breath and I have junk in my lungs that I can't bring up so well. Plus, I am feeling discouraged that I haven't kicked this cf in the but yet. It's been four weeks of iv and I feel like I'm getting junk again. Family is very, very supportive but I mostly don't want to come across as sickly or as a moaner all the time. So if you want to share how your feeling today good or bad, I would love to listen.

ERINSBIZ · May 22, 2008

I don't always like having to explain to family and friends that I'm not feeling well today. I function like any ordinary woman, wife, mother but I feel like crap because I am having shortness of breath and I have junk in my lungs that I can't bring up so well. Plus, I am feeling discouraged that I haven't kicked this cf in the but yet. It's been four weeks of iv and I feel like I'm getting junk again. Family is very, very supportive but I mostly don't want to come across as sickly or as a moaner all the time. So if you want to share how your feeling today good or bad, I would love to listen.

Mockingbird · May 23, 2008

Ha ha. I'm sick and tired of taking care of myself! Honestly, I work full time, go to school full-time, and I take care of my health full time. I need a vacation! I was just put on insulin recently, and I feel great because of it; my energy is way up and I'm gaining weight like crazy, but it's still a lot of work. I'm going non-stop from 6 am until 10 pm every day, and it's totally wearing me out.

I feel like the little engine that could, going up that steep incline and saying, "I think I can, I think I can, except there's no end to it, it just keeps going on forever.

It reminds me of a poem by Chistina Rossetti called "Fata Morgana"

"A blue-eyed phantom far before
I laughing, leaping toward the sun:
Like lead I chase it evermore,
I pant and run.

"It breaks the sunlight bound on boud:
Goes singing as it leaps along
To sheep-bells with a dreamy sound
A dreamy song.

"I laugh, it is so brisk and gay;
It is so far before I weep:
I hope I shall lie down some day,
Lie down and sleep."

Mockingbird · May 23, 2008

Ha ha. I'm sick and tired of taking care of myself! Honestly, I work full time, go to school full-time, and I take care of my health full time. I need a vacation! I was just put on insulin recently, and I feel great because of it; my energy is way up and I'm gaining weight like crazy, but it's still a lot of work. I'm going non-stop from 6 am until 10 pm every day, and it's totally wearing me out.

I feel like the little engine that could, going up that steep incline and saying, "I think I can, I think I can, except there's no end to it, it just keeps going on forever.

It reminds me of a poem by Chistina Rossetti called "Fata Morgana"

"A blue-eyed phantom far before
I laughing, leaping toward the sun:
Like lead I chase it evermore,
I pant and run.

"It breaks the sunlight bound on boud:
Goes singing as it leaps along
To sheep-bells with a dreamy sound
A dreamy song.

"I laugh, it is so brisk and gay;
It is so far before I weep:
I hope I shall lie down some day,
Lie down and sleep."

Mockingbird · May 23, 2008

Ha ha. I'm sick and tired of taking care of myself! Honestly, I work full time, go to school full-time, and I take care of my health full time. I need a vacation! I was just put on insulin recently, and I feel great because of it; my energy is way up and I'm gaining weight like crazy, but it's still a lot of work. I'm going non-stop from 6 am until 10 pm every day, and it's totally wearing me out.

I feel like the little engine that could, going up that steep incline and saying, "I think I can, I think I can, except there's no end to it, it just keeps going on forever.

It reminds me of a poem by Chistina Rossetti called "Fata Morgana"

"A blue-eyed phantom far before
I laughing, leaping toward the sun:
Like lead I chase it evermore,
I pant and run.

"It breaks the sunlight bound on boud:
Goes singing as it leaps along
To sheep-bells with a dreamy sound
A dreamy song.

"I laugh, it is so brisk and gay;
It is so far before I weep:
I hope I shall lie down some day,
Lie down and sleep."

Mockingbird · May 23, 2008

Ha ha. I'm sick and tired of taking care of myself! Honestly, I work full time, go to school full-time, and I take care of my health full time. I need a vacation! I was just put on insulin recently, and I feel great because of it; my energy is way up and I'm gaining weight like crazy, but it's still a lot of work. I'm going non-stop from 6 am until 10 pm every day, and it's totally wearing me out.

I feel like the little engine that could, going up that steep incline and saying, "I think I can, I think I can, except there's no end to it, it just keeps going on forever.

It reminds me of a poem by Chistina Rossetti called "Fata Morgana"

"A blue-eyed phantom far before
I laughing, leaping toward the sun:
Like lead I chase it evermore,
I pant and run.

"It breaks the sunlight bound on boud:
Goes singing as it leaps along
To sheep-bells with a dreamy sound
A dreamy song.

"I laugh, it is so brisk and gay;
It is so far before I weep:
I hope I shall lie down some day,
Lie down and sleep."

Mockingbird · May 23, 2008

Ha ha. I'm sick and tired of taking care of myself! Honestly, I work full time, go to school full-time, and I take care of my health full time. I need a vacation! I was just put on insulin recently, and I feel great because of it; my energy is way up and I'm gaining weight like crazy, but it's still a lot of work. I'm going non-stop from 6 am until 10 pm every day, and it's totally wearing me out.
 
 I feel like the little engine that could, going up that steep incline and saying, "I think I can, I think I can, except there's no end to it, it just keeps going on forever.
 
 It reminds me of a poem by Chistina Rossetti called "Fata Morgana"
 
 "A blue-eyed phantom far before
 I laughing, leaping toward the sun:
 Like lead I chase it evermore,
 I pant and run.
 
 "It breaks the sunlight bound on boud:
 Goes singing as it leaps along
 To sheep-bells with a dreamy sound
 A dreamy song.
 
 "I laugh, it is so brisk and gay;
 It is so far before I weep:
 I hope I shall lie down some day,
 Lie down and sleep."

Solo · May 23, 2008

Today I feel pretty good. There's some days where I feel on top of the world, while others, I don't feel like getting out of bed. I'm tired of it; most people don't realize how difficult it is just to maintain my health. My entire life is encompassed in numbers- counting carbs, counting the fat in food, testing my blood sugar. I guess that's why I always excelled in math. I'm constantly thinking about numbers, if my blood sugar is high, how many units of Novolog to administer, but then I have to take into account the Lantus I just took that seems to peak an hour or so after I take it. Sheesh. On top of this I work manual labor 40 hours a week. But I've been told I'm in tip top shape. The docs tell me that my PFTS are almost always excellent. My doctor jokes that I should teach a class on how to maintain good blood glucose as mine are always excellent. I can't wait for the day that all of my hard work pays off! But I wake up everyday and ask myself why I'm not famous yet, I feel I'm destined for greatness, not working at some remedial job changing oil, that's for sure.

Solo · May 23, 2008

Today I feel pretty good. There's some days where I feel on top of the world, while others, I don't feel like getting out of bed. I'm tired of it; most people don't realize how difficult it is just to maintain my health. My entire life is encompassed in numbers- counting carbs, counting the fat in food, testing my blood sugar. I guess that's why I always excelled in math. I'm constantly thinking about numbers, if my blood sugar is high, how many units of Novolog to administer, but then I have to take into account the Lantus I just took that seems to peak an hour or so after I take it. Sheesh. On top of this I work manual labor 40 hours a week. But I've been told I'm in tip top shape. The docs tell me that my PFTS are almost always excellent. My doctor jokes that I should teach a class on how to maintain good blood glucose as mine are always excellent. I can't wait for the day that all of my hard work pays off! But I wake up everyday and ask myself why I'm not famous yet, I feel I'm destined for greatness, not working at some remedial job changing oil, that's for sure.

Solo · May 23, 2008

Today I feel pretty good. There's some days where I feel on top of the world, while others, I don't feel like getting out of bed. I'm tired of it; most people don't realize how difficult it is just to maintain my health. My entire life is encompassed in numbers- counting carbs, counting the fat in food, testing my blood sugar. I guess that's why I always excelled in math. I'm constantly thinking about numbers, if my blood sugar is high, how many units of Novolog to administer, but then I have to take into account the Lantus I just took that seems to peak an hour or so after I take it. Sheesh. On top of this I work manual labor 40 hours a week. But I've been told I'm in tip top shape. The docs tell me that my PFTS are almost always excellent. My doctor jokes that I should teach a class on how to maintain good blood glucose as mine are always excellent. I can't wait for the day that all of my hard work pays off! But I wake up everyday and ask myself why I'm not famous yet, I feel I'm destined for greatness, not working at some remedial job changing oil, that's for sure.

Solo · May 23, 2008

Today I feel pretty good. There's some days where I feel on top of the world, while others, I don't feel like getting out of bed. I'm tired of it; most people don't realize how difficult it is just to maintain my health. My entire life is encompassed in numbers- counting carbs, counting the fat in food, testing my blood sugar. I guess that's why I always excelled in math. I'm constantly thinking about numbers, if my blood sugar is high, how many units of Novolog to administer, but then I have to take into account the Lantus I just took that seems to peak an hour or so after I take it. Sheesh. On top of this I work manual labor 40 hours a week. But I've been told I'm in tip top shape. The docs tell me that my PFTS are almost always excellent. My doctor jokes that I should teach a class on how to maintain good blood glucose as mine are always excellent. I can't wait for the day that all of my hard work pays off! But I wake up everyday and ask myself why I'm not famous yet, I feel I'm destined for greatness, not working at some remedial job changing oil, that's for sure.

Solo · May 23, 2008

Today I feel pretty good. There's some days where I feel on top of the world, while others, I don't feel like getting out of bed. I'm tired of it; most people don't realize how difficult it is just to maintain my health. My entire life is encompassed in numbers- counting carbs, counting the fat in food, testing my blood sugar. I guess that's why I always excelled in math. I'm constantly thinking about numbers, if my blood sugar is high, how many units of Novolog to administer, but then I have to take into account the Lantus I just took that seems to peak an hour or so after I take it. Sheesh. On top of this I work manual labor 40 hours a week. But I've been told I'm in tip top shape. The docs tell me that my PFTS are almost always excellent. My doctor jokes that I should teach a class on how to maintain good blood glucose as mine are always excellent. I can't wait for the day that all of my hard work pays off! But I wake up everyday and ask myself why I'm not famous yet, I feel I'm destined for greatness, not working at some remedial job changing oil, that's for sure.

cfsucks · May 23, 2008