I feel like crying. When I look at my body I see CF everywhere. My back is so curved my arms are getting smaller and smaller. I am as white as a gost most of the time. I am on oral everyday and IV's every other 4 weeks. I just feel so sick most of the time. I am sleeping for hours a day. I always have somkind of infection going on. So far this week I con't eat anything. so I am fed thru my g-tube becuase everything I eat blockeds me up if I don't. I have muucus mucus and more mucus that comes out with my stools and I cough awful when I do my treatments. Sometimes I get 1/4 cup of lung mucus everyday. I just feel like this diease is getting me. Yesterday I was crying and the sun came out as I cryed. My lungs feel awful most of the time. So I just need some people to take to about this. Whats going on with me?? I have been told by the doctors that there is nothing more they can do for me but IV's.
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20 w/CF DDF508
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20 w/CF DDF508