Just had to share

[lovingBenandCambree]

After reading Allies post about Ry it has truly got me thinking about things. It was her talking about Ry and laughing that really hit me hard. I too was once so full of life and laughter. Looking back I sometimes don't remember who that person is anymore. I long for it... to feel that again instead of the tiredness and counting down until the next treatment. It is when my husband moves me to tears or coughing, through laughter or my daughter does something hilarious that she doesn't even know is funny that I catch a glimpse and remember that somewhere deep down it is still in me. That is what I strive for everyday to feel that weightlessness gone from my shoulders and laughing without a care in the world. Even if it only lasts for a brief moment I pray for it everyday. Some days are better than others and then there are times when it seems that I will never reach it again, but the clouds open up and finally relief.

These are just my thoughts that I had to get out into the open space and not bottled up in me any longer. Thanks for listening.

Emilee

 

[lovingBenandCambree]

After reading Allies post about Ry it has truly got me thinking about things. It was her talking about Ry and laughing that really hit me hard. I too was once so full of life and laughter. Looking back I sometimes don't remember who that person is anymore. I long for it... to feel that again instead of the tiredness and counting down until the next treatment. It is when my husband moves me to tears or coughing, through laughter or my daughter does something hilarious that she doesn't even know is funny that I catch a glimpse and remember that somewhere deep down it is still in me. That is what I strive for everyday to feel that weightlessness gone from my shoulders and laughing without a care in the world. Even if it only lasts for a brief moment I pray for it everyday. Some days are better than others and then there are times when it seems that I will never reach it again, but the clouds open up and finally relief.

These are just my thoughts that I had to get out into the open space and not bottled up in me any longer. Thanks for listening.

Emilee

 

[thelizardqueen]

Allie's post really made us think, didn't it? She made me realize even more, just how truly special everyday is, and that the small things in life we fight about really do not matter in the grand scheme of things.

 

[thelizardqueen]

Allie's post really made us think, didn't it? She made me realize even more, just how truly special everyday is, and that the small things in life we fight about really do not matter in the grand scheme of things.