Molly,
Welcome to CF.com and thank you for the story. I too would like to hear about others like you and your struggles with pain management. It strikes me that most CFers are dealing with some level of chronic pain. It comes as no surprise that 9 out 10 visits to a PCP are about pain in the general population. For cystic fibrosis diseases like diabetes, malnutrition/malabsorption issues that translate into arthritis, osteopenia, osteoporosis, and several painful issues that come from our dysfunctional GI system. Headaches, sinusitis pain, bronchiectasis, referred lung, liver, biliary tract pain and the list of things that are absurdly painful are not secondary to the disease, we are looking at quality of life and pain management is paramount.
For everybody who battles with abdominal bloating it's more than likely that they are dealing with pain. A bloated belly is just the superficial indignity, very swollen tissue like the large and small intestines are so tender that the normal pushing and shoving, squeezing and gas involved in digestion can be disabling. It surprises me how many doctors are unaware of the difference between an uncomfortable bowel movement for a healthy person and the pray to die experience when the same thing happens to a CFer.
Twenty sinus surgeries might be a record. Unfortunately it might not. What on earth is going on to require one surgery let alone two, ten or twenty? I was told that I needed complete sinus reconstruction when I was 15 or 16. Obviously I was miserable and desperate for relief but I really wanted to know what had done so much damage to require surgery. It's astonishing but pathogens that like the moist confines of the nasal cavities are eating the mucosa, cartilage and even bone. If nothing else was wrong, this would potentially be the cause of severe pain from pressure, infection and headaches to justify pain management.
After reading your current situation with your pain management, I would love to see you with a pain management specialist today! This is only going to happen if you are VERY LUCKY. Five years ago I was writing on this site about the political winds changing direction regarding pain management. I was being sarcastic and a bit flip about it but I didn't know how correct my prognostication was about to be.
The CDC, of all agencies that have absolutely no business sticking their noses into it, declared that there is an epidemic of accidental deaths from prescription narcotics overdoses. Not long after, the annual meeting of the (2012?) National Governor's Conference, attendees came back with their orders. Each state was charged with drawing up policy for the reduction of these deaths. Typical for a government agency, I attended a seminar where the program administrator cheered at the net reduction in opioid prescriptions over the last program year. She failed to note that accidental deaths from overdose hadn't changed. Translation: due to the reduction in opioid prescriptions, more people are being under treated or going untreated. In metro Denver, where I live, the sale of diverted prescription narcotics has become a vital part of pain management. A blog post on this site discusses problems with prescription drugs diversion.
In Colorado where I live we really have a crisis, good heavens we are ranked #1 in the nation!!!! Holy cow, we have a serious problem and as #1, THE TOP STATE, leading the country in accidental prescription opioid overdoses, we had to act fast. NOT! The only problem is that Colorado shares its status with ~14 other states and the best state wasn't #50 but about 10 states were ranked fifth!!!
There is an increase in narcotic overdoses around the U.S. It is serious and the answer is not as simple as contriving to confound Doctors into scaling back on narcotic prescriptions. My wife and I attend functions formed to prevent accidental narcotic overdoses. One was founded by parents of a boy who swiped a powerful narcotic pill from a grandparent and overdosed. This isn't uncommon, and it isn't stupid, it's simply human and its founders, sincere. IMHO this doesn't warrant this insidious government interference in the exam room.
Your correct to fear a confrontation with your Doctor. She has pressure from the regulatory agencies I have been rattling on about. I hate to say this but you should be treated by a Doctor specialist in PM. The level of pain based on the opioids you are taking says so as well. I don't want to second guess your Doctor but I have been taking narcotics for the better part of thirty years and have been educated through my Doctors and reading research papers and medical books on the subject.
Keep in mind that your Doctor is interested in keeping you upright, productive and possessing excellent quality of life. The opioids you are being prescribed worry me. Methadone is a powerful narcotic. The term "powerful" needs explanation. A large amount of a weak opioid can equal a small amount of a powerful opioid. Another term important to narcotics is "half-life". It takes time to reach the maximum amount in the blood stream depending upon delivery, oral, IM or IV. Once the peak amount is reached, the time it takes to lower the concentration by 50% is called the half-life. When the goal is round the clock pain control, half-life along with the time to maximum serum concentration determines the time between doses.
Methadone has a half-life of 12 to 49 hours, independent of the delivery method. When you combine oxycodone with a 6 hour half life, you have no idea when your medication is peaking or dropped low. All it takes is accidentally double dosing and a drug that won't peak for a day could hold a deadly surprise.
Anyone taking narcotics on a chronic basis should know the strength and half-life of their respective opioids. If long acting narcotics are prescribed, consider asking for a Naloxone injector in the off chance that you or your loved one overdoses.
Remember that you have multiple sources of pain and both pain and narcotics are additive.
Good Luck,
LL