so, i have my old port removed and replaced tomorrow, as well as having a big stretched scar cut out. i have a <b>really</b> bad feeling about it. much more than my other surgeries. i dont know why. perhaps its because im not feeling well at the moment but that doesnt seem to feel like the reason. hmmm. i wish we had people who are 'dedicated port placers' instead of just grabbing any ole surgeon who maybe only does a few a year. it would certainly make me feel alot better about it all even though i know my surgeon is good. argh. i think i might ask for pre meds when i get there otherwise i might start blubbering!