mcbrash,
Not to sound dumb, but was Matt the person you are talking about. I checked out the site and only saw 3 people listed. (unless I'm not understanding how to use that page correctly)
It was so sweet, I had tears in my eyes. That was hard to read but worth it!
I'm sure you miss him tons. I will say a prayer for your comfort before I go to bed tonight.
Hugs to you, I wish I could help with your pain!
~Kelli
29 f CF