To chicken: I think you are a very brave person to come here and express your feelings like this, you shouldn't worry about the rude people on here. I to fantazise about females. I am pretty sure I"m bisexual. I'm 20 years old and still searching within myself to find where I belong and such things, but females are beautiful things. All the womenly curves we have. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being homosexual. Now I am surprised to married a man. I think since I'm still now sure, I'm going to stay single for quite sometime to sort out how I'm really feeling. But more power to you for opening up a topic that most people try to shy away from. One last question though: do you have CF?