Oh Marjolein <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0"> I'm so, so sorry to read this. It makes me annoyed and frustrated to be honest, there is nobody you can turn to and just shout at <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-sad.gif" border="0"> You've certainly got a fantastic attitude and I hope that you and doctors reach a desicion that you're both comfortable and confident with soon. And on top of everything I hope you feel better all round very soon! <img src="i/expressions/face-icon-small-smile.gif" border="0"> *hugs*