JennifersHope
New member
Hi,
A quick update.. My intestines have improved in some areas and not well in others.. Since they don't want to do surgery on me right now.. they are putting me on TPN.. I am getting a PICC line put in today and then since I have not eaten in 9 days they decided to do some TPN.
They are hoping that I am able to start clearing my intestines soon because if they were to do surgery today. They would have to do a colostomy for that would be reversible in a few weeks but still a COLOSTOMY FOR PETES SAKE... I can't deal with this...
I am so overwhelmed.. In the past one month, I have had heck break out at work, been to two funerals of ppl I loved very much, or the son of someone I love very much.. and Now I have ANOTHER< STinken disease that is going to be something I have to deal with for the rest of my life... and while I am on the subject of whining.. At the hospital I am at, every time a baby is born they play a baby song... Every time I here this song, it makes me burst in to tears.. I don't want to face the fact that I can't have any children Naturally.. All I wanted my whole life is to be a mommy, to be pregnant and nurse my kids.. I am having such a hard time dealing with all this stuff.
I am very lucky that I have had so many visitors come and see me, or call me.. It picks my spirits up but I have been here so long already people can't just keep coming to see me.
Today I am getting loaded up on DVDs to watch, and new PJS which should help....
I am the most private person I know when it comes to bathroom issues and every hour it seems like a doctor is coming in to talk to me about my bathroom stuff..
I have to do enemas which they told me may cause severe pain but they have to try to see if they can clear me out a little or else, IF they have to do surgery I am going to end up with a colostomy because they won't be able to reattach me..
UGGGG
OH right, MY TPN question.. Have any of you been on it before? DId it mess with your blood sugar? I am not in the mood to get a PICC line in..
Can someone come break me out of jail..PLease
Jennifer
A quick update.. My intestines have improved in some areas and not well in others.. Since they don't want to do surgery on me right now.. they are putting me on TPN.. I am getting a PICC line put in today and then since I have not eaten in 9 days they decided to do some TPN.
They are hoping that I am able to start clearing my intestines soon because if they were to do surgery today. They would have to do a colostomy for that would be reversible in a few weeks but still a COLOSTOMY FOR PETES SAKE... I can't deal with this...
I am so overwhelmed.. In the past one month, I have had heck break out at work, been to two funerals of ppl I loved very much, or the son of someone I love very much.. and Now I have ANOTHER< STinken disease that is going to be something I have to deal with for the rest of my life... and while I am on the subject of whining.. At the hospital I am at, every time a baby is born they play a baby song... Every time I here this song, it makes me burst in to tears.. I don't want to face the fact that I can't have any children Naturally.. All I wanted my whole life is to be a mommy, to be pregnant and nurse my kids.. I am having such a hard time dealing with all this stuff.
I am very lucky that I have had so many visitors come and see me, or call me.. It picks my spirits up but I have been here so long already people can't just keep coming to see me.
Today I am getting loaded up on DVDs to watch, and new PJS which should help....
I am the most private person I know when it comes to bathroom issues and every hour it seems like a doctor is coming in to talk to me about my bathroom stuff..
I have to do enemas which they told me may cause severe pain but they have to try to see if they can clear me out a little or else, IF they have to do surgery I am going to end up with a colostomy because they won't be able to reattach me..
UGGGG
OH right, MY TPN question.. Have any of you been on it before? DId it mess with your blood sugar? I am not in the mood to get a PICC line in..
Can someone come break me out of jail..PLease
Jennifer