What Do You Do When You Don't Want To Be Alive Any More?

RitaSonnenberg · Oct 27, 2009

I know this is a late reply to your question. I think everyone feels the same as you at some point. Some more than others. I know I have and I know I will again. When I feel like I would be better off dead, I think about all the people I would be letting down and hurting. I talk to a couple friends of mine who help me through it and hope they will always be available when I need them. Life is not rainbows and lollipops for people with CF and there are alot of times when it is very tiresome and you just want to give up. I know when it comes time for me to be put on the transplant list (which I am not far from) I will become even more depressed than I have been but I will keep fighting because I refuse to give in to CF if I can avoid it.

RitaSonnenberg · Oct 27, 2009

I know this is a late reply to your question. I think everyone feels the same as you at some point. Some more than others. I know I have and I know I will again. When I feel like I would be better off dead, I think about all the people I would be letting down and hurting. I talk to a couple friends of mine who help me through it and hope they will always be available when I need them. Life is not rainbows and lollipops for people with CF and there are alot of times when it is very tiresome and you just want to give up. I know when it comes time for me to be put on the transplant list (which I am not far from) I will become even more depressed than I have been but I will keep fighting because I refuse to give in to CF if I can avoid it.

RitaSonnenberg · Oct 27, 2009

I know this is a late reply to your question. I think everyone feels the same as you at some point. Some more than others. I know I have and I know I will again. When I feel like I would be better off dead, I think about all the people I would be letting down and hurting. I talk to a couple friends of mine who help me through it and hope they will always be available when I need them. Life is not rainbows and lollipops for people with CF and there are alot of times when it is very tiresome and you just want to give up. I know when it comes time for me to be put on the transplant list (which I am not far from) I will become even more depressed than I have been but I will keep fighting because I refuse to give in to CF if I can avoid it.

RitaSonnenberg · Oct 27, 2009

I know this is a late reply to your question. I think everyone feels the same as you at some point. Some more than others. I know I have and I know I will again. When I feel like I would be better off dead, I think about all the people I would be letting down and hurting. I talk to a couple friends of mine who help me through it and hope they will always be available when I need them. Life is not rainbows and lollipops for people with CF and there are alot of times when it is very tiresome and you just want to give up. I know when it comes time for me to be put on the transplant list (which I am not far from) I will become even more depressed than I have been but I will keep fighting because I refuse to give in to CF if I can avoid it.

RitaSonnenberg · Oct 27, 2009

I know this is a late reply to your question. I think everyone feels the same as you at some point. Some more than others. I know I have and I know I will again. When I feel like I would be better off dead, I think about all the people I would be letting down and hurting. I talk to a couple friends of mine who help me through it and hope they will always be available when I need them. Life is not rainbows and lollipops for people with CF and there are alot of times when it is very tiresome and you just want to give up. I know when it comes time for me to be put on the transplant list (which I am not far from) I will become even more depressed than I have been but I will keep fighting because I refuse to give in to CF if I can avoid it.

pegsoninthepresent · Oct 27, 2009