Brian flew home to New York on Thursday because his grandfather was put on a resperator on Wednesday. We now know that he stopped breathing because of a massive stroke that left the left side of his brain dead. He passed away at about 1:15 pm New York time today. Brian does not associate with his father so his grandfather was his only real father figure. He is of course devistated. I was not able to go to New York with him because of work. It makes me so sad to think of him being so upset and all I can do is sit here and wait for him to come home, and I don't even know when that will be. I miss him so much, I can't sleep, I don't want to make any wedding plans until he's back. He'll be so upset that his grandfather won't be around to see us married. Brian also desperately wanted to have a son and name him after his grandfather before he passed away and that of course didn't happen.