for emily , i just want you to know i feel so sorry for you and pray for you to get some peace in your life, over the months i have been reading your posts, and not one of tham inspiring... you are very cold and caught up in this harsh meaning of life... you need to get over some things and live your life to the fullest, who cares about the cf and who takes care of themselves better or worse or blamming people .. look we all have cf and we are all going die YES im sure we all know that, but please be more positive instead of always dweling on death.. ya we are all gonna die from cf but is that all you have to say to people... say some nice things... you must really have alot on your plate or be unhappy w/ yourself because there is no way a person has the time you do on your hands to be so negative... i wonder what your life is like... im sorry for speaking the truth. but you do so i thought i would too... you need to make peace w/ someone or something because you will just grow up to be old and lonely and nasty you dont want that you are to young...